Monday, November 19, 2012

kEkasih baRu~~

hye,

   hehe da lma xtgk blog ni an,, pe ntah nk update sume bgai,, mimpi la nyahh,, =D.. rsenya last update pown 3,4, 5 taun lpas kowt,,hahaha (tpula, blog ni pown xwjud ag,,kui3).. haaa pe ea,, skrg ni ak da jd super senior kt ump terchenta ni,, bangga den..ahaakks. da final year ni serabut la dgn mcm2, ngn final projek ag, ngn subjek ntah terpahpa susah,, sbr je la akak..besa la 2..

 nk ckp pe eyyy,,hehe ok2, imbas blik pe yg brlaku,,tuttt,, 1st bnda yg trjd pas ayh ak g,,uhhuuu,, ak br taw ak ni sakit,,tudiaaa xsngka k,, trkjut den,, skit pa?? kalo stkat skit demam ke pe ke xpela,, ni dia sakit batu karang hempedu aka cholelithiasis,, sbenanya ak da sakit 2 taun da,,lma tuu,, start dr msuk ump ag,,, kusangkakan gastrik sbb bnda ni ala2 gastrik la tp sakit dia merata2 melarat, trguling2 ak.. T_T,, dsbabkn jrg skit, lam 3,4,5x staun je, ak wat dono je la,, tapiiii semkin ari smkin kerap kowt,, smpai la satu thap 2 stiap mnggu kol 4,5 pg ak g emergency ward,, byk kli k0wt p sna, smpai d0c pown knal muka ni,, "aik,awk ag"haha malu la byk,, =.="

 ni dia rupa binatang tu lam bdn ak,, (ak pnya batu ag cntik kot,ngee)

   las2 ak suh doc 2 g scan prot ak, ala2 scan baby tuu,, sejuk je rse(ksan dr gel yg dia sapu).. haa nmpk la btu besaq2 kt lam pwot ak,, (xdela besaq sgt),, br taw dia, slama ni dok bsing ak gastrik..haa amekaw!! hehe sptotnya org cdey la dpt taw da sakit 2, tp ak ni plek byk,, pas je ak dpt taw skit, ak hepi btoi,,ahaha,, actually bkn sbb taw da sakit tuu tp sbb taw pe punca sakit,, xthan da kowt weyh guling2 hindustan kt uma..sob2.. so ak wt la decision nk operate cpt2, mls da skit ni, ak admit ward smnggu sblom rya,, xcted ni nk msuk blik operate tuu,,besh,, tp ms 2 ak da komplikasi cket pas kna bedah, smpai 8.9 jam gak la dok kt c2,, mak ak dok terketaq2 tnggu kt luaq isaw,,huu sowii mak,, alhamdulillah, ak msih idup skrg,,aminnn

haaa tp an pas stahun ak bedah buang hempedu tuu, (kna buang organ tu skali tkut t jd blik kta depa),, berat ak nek byk gilakk weyh,, br ak taw yg xda hempedu ni mmg akn gemok,,haishh nk wt cmna, da buang da pown..uhuuu xpela,,,

0keh2 cte len lak,ahaks b0san nok cte ang,,lalala.. nk taw weyh, ak dh da pkwa bru.. oh my god! oh my god!..gedixx,, dgn dia few month sblom ak kna bedah,,eheee maluu?? xsngka pas 3taun xda pkwa, las2,,hahaha gtai.. tp skrg ni da nk dkt 2 taun da ak ngn dia ni,,hahaha cte basi da,, papepown kami ttp bhagia,,wekk,, haha erkkk da lwat ni, xyah cte sal dia,, len kli kalo rjin,,haha wateva,, ada aku kesah nk taw cte ang?? okeh uols,,s0k de klas pg n da assgmnt kna submit,,errr ak xwt ag,, =.=',, daaaa~


 

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

mimpi yg ble ntah nk suda~~

pejam celik, pjm celik..xsngka da 2taun kt ump ni...xsngka dlm ms 2 taun ni mcm2 da brlaku... rse cm mimp je sume... ble pk blik, ak xprcya pe yg trjd.. xley tme..btoi ke ni... tgk gmba ayh, cyes xcya ayh da xda.. rse2nye pe yg brlaku 2taun kbyakn bnda yg cdey.. uwaaa sy nk blik ke zman mtrix.. nk jlani idup ni ngan bek... xcye3.. nk tdo pas2 nk bgon.. hpr2 sume ni mimp je... tp apakn dya..huhuu~ kalo nk pkirkan cdey smpai ble xkn epy an... oleh i2 sy nk epy2 slalu.. xnk nyusahkn spe2... h0pely mood epy akn dtg blik lam idup ni... idup kna trima knyataan.. pe yg brlaku ttp da brlaku..huhuu~ sy nk epy.. demi arwah ayh, mak, kluarga dan kwn2.. cyg sume2.. mmuax2!!










Wednesday, February 9, 2011

WITHOUT WORDS~~~

I shouldn’t have done that,
I should have pretended not to know
like I didn’t see it, like I couldn’t see it
I shouldn’t have looked at you in the first place

I should have run away
I should have pretended I wasn’t listening
like I didn’t hear it, like I couldn’t hear it
I shouldn’t have heard your love in the first place

Without a word, you made me know what love is
Without a word, you gave me your love
Made me fill myself with your every breath
Then you ran away

Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love abandons me
Wondering what to say next
My lips were surprised
It came without a word

Why does it hurt so much?
Why does it hurt continuously?
Except for the fact that I can’t see you anymore, and that you’re not here anymore
otherwise, it’ll be just the same like before

Without a word, you made me know what love is
Without a word, you gave me your love
Made me fill myself with your every breath
Then you ran away

Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love abandons me
Wondering what to say next
My lips were surprised

Without a word, tears starts falling down
Without a word, my heart is broken

Without a word, I waited for love
Without a word, love hurts me
I’ve become transparent, I’ve become a fool
and I cry just by looking at the sky

Without a word, separation finds me
Without a word, the end comes to me
It tool my heart by surprised
To send you away unexpectedly
It came without a word

Without a word, love appears
Without a word, love vanishes
Like a fever I’ve had, maybe all I have to do is hurt for a while
Because in the end, the only thing that remains are scars

Friday, January 14, 2011

Through The Rain~~

When you get caught in the rain
With nowhere to run
When you're distraught and in pain
Without anyone
When you keep praying to saved
But nobody comes
And you feel so far away
That you just can't
Find your way home
You can get there alone
It's ok, What you say

I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
Oh my own and I know
That I'm strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
And I make it through the rain

And if you keep falling down
Don't you dare give in
You will arise safe and sound
So keep pressing on
Steadfastly and you'll find what you need
To prepare, What you say

And when the wind moves
And shadows grow close
Don't be afraid
There's nothing you can't face
And sure they tell you
You'll never pull through
Don't hesitate
Stay calm and sane
Yes, You can make it through the rain.

Thursday, January 6, 2011

ALL THE LOVE IN THE WORLD

still I believe I'm missing something real
I need someone who really sees me...

don't wanna wake up alone anymore
still believing you'll walk through my door
all I need is to know it's for sure
then I'll give 'all the love in the world'

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

i'M baCk!!!! uhuuu

hehehe..i'm back!!!..... da lme xtgk bnda alah ni.... bese lew,bz ktekan..wekkk... rndu kew??ntah.. rndu pe ntah...plex2... disebabkn da lme ak xlyn bnde ni, so lam ms 2 de byk bnda da jd lam idup ak... cdey, eppy,xde pwasaan...sume da...uhuuu.... bnda yg ak xley lpe skali..erkk... pk2... luv story yg xmnjadi kowt..sob3. T_T.. tp xmaw ckp sal 2....lpekn2... spnjang staun yg xbpe nk pnjg ni... de byk bnda hapen... diantaranya: msk ospital 3pg,kak kawen,kerja part tyme yg besh giler tyme cti, n yg pling penting...brat ak twon 3kilo...ahaaa cket!!!...tutttt.....cdey or eppy...sume 2 xpnting... yg pnting sume ak dpt rse...ngee2... perlu kew??

hurmm ttbe jew trasa rndu kt mak ayh lak at taiping terchenta.... xsbr toi nk blik cti nie...aishhh da lme xblik uma ni...ntah pe kabar owg2 tua kt uma 2...cehat kew,gg dowg cehat kew,erkk 2 pown ak nk taw gak..almaklumla..gg palsu mak ak 2 asyik ptah ja..xley ggit bnda keras cket..kdg2 2 pwasan la gg 2 ptah, tp kdg2 2 xpwasn gg 2 mnghilang tang mna..trtelan together2 ngan mknan kowt..erk nyum3... =D tp mak ttp comey kalo xde gg sbtang pown...heee (tgk lew anknye)..wahaha...pwasan lbey... eyh xlupe jgak,pia (aka piatu=kucing ak) cehat kew??.. ntah trpahpa jew nma adik ak bg 2...uhuuu

xley lpe 1 ayt mak ak slalu ckp kt ak kalo ak blik uma.... "jauh2 bau bunga wangi,dkt2 bau bunga taik aym"....haaa???? pe mksud 2.. msti xde spe yg phm an an... 2 bkn bermaksud ak mls mndi ea...no,no,no..jgn slh kefahaman... 2 mknenya...kalo tyme ak dok jauh2 ni...slalu la sembang2 at tpon pnya la lmah gemalai aytnye,pijak semut pown xmati.... tp ble blik uma 2,huh prangai mcm antu(xdele twok sgt sperti prkataan dcni ea,nk bg sdp jew)....huh ank spe la ni???? eheee..tp mak ttp syg ak..slalu msk fevret2 ak..makaceh mak..lebiu mak...mmuahh2!!!

sal ayh lak...ayh slalu tegur ak... "awat ang ni makin gumuk ayh tgk" dgn slambernye ak mnjawap...huu nk wt cmne,da kturnan mmg mcm 2(sambil menunjuk pwot ayh ak yg boroi bgt2)hua3...hampeh toi ank ak sowg nie...kn da kna blik...ngehehe...sory la ayh, ankmu guwau2 mnja jew..daa...slamat ayh ak spoting..ehehe...rndu lew sume2...mak,ayh..tnggu kepulangan ank mu yg tumbam ni ye....tutttt.....

hurmmmm da lewat da nie...sok de klas..awl2 pg lak 2...aduh...ley lak dok main taip2 kt cni...huhu... nk tdo lew..mls da nk tlis2 da..tp kdg2 besh gak dpt luah cte kt cni...rse mcm mkn skeyem jew.....ngeee....sswai kew??uhuuu... xpele..wlopapepown, ak dpt le jgak rse kehepyyan dcni...besh2...hmm last bt nt lst, ak sgt bhagia dgn famili n kwn2 ak...makaceh sume cz slalu dcc ak...cygggg sume... (^_~).......

Friday, October 16, 2009

perjalanan ku bermula di ump.....

28.6.... ari ak mle2 jejak kaki kt cni... rse mcm dpaksa utk dtg cni...ump...u yg xpnh trlintas dpikiran ku utk ku meneruskan pelajaran ak.. 2taun ak tnggal di tempat yg sme(kt kmph).. gambang.. cmpur ni 4taun.. ak perlu duk di cni slma 6taun.. hatiku cdey sgt.. tmbahan lg, kos yg ak dpt bkn plihan ak.. hummm cmne la idup ku nanti..huhu.. ttapi ak cbe brpkiran positif... ak harus brsyukur krana dpt mneruskn plajaran.. msih byk lg kt luar 2 yg tidak dpt mmasuki u..
hummm bosan tol cte ni... smbug lg... ari prtama ak dgr taklimat kos ak..hu2 ley bnjir ump ak wt...haha ble dingtkn blik...wt mlu je... dh2..xnk ingt.... pas2 aduyai dpt bilik tngkat 3 lg..sme cm matrix... pnt uhh.. dok naek tnggi ari2 tp xkrus2 pn...ish3... pe nk jd le...hehe.. tp ble lme2 dok cni...blh le....byk rintangan... pe yg ley wt ak brthn kt cni... ayah,mak n famili ak...huhu.. ayh ak dh mle mltakkan hrpn yg tnggi kt ak...huhu.. x lpe jgak... kwn2 ak kt cni... sengal2 gle... trutama ika,ema,anis n nad tok guru blurr...hehehe... kwn2 kt blek pn best gak... ety,ct,bil,fara n kila.....best gle dorg...xdele cdey sgt dok cni... makaceh taw... ak akn cuba utk trima sume kytaan ni..chayok2..poyo la plok..
kwn2 ak kt cni mmg sengal le...tringat lak ak kwn2 kt matrix..huhu... imbas kmbali... maklum le, matrix ak pn kt gambang gak...xberkmbang tol ak..haha... lcturer mtrix ak yg ckp ekk cm 2..hoho.... kwn2 rpat ak kt mtrix dlu sume dpt u yg dkt2...dorg slalu kua sme2..huhu..ak je trcampak kt cni..aduh... fiz ngan mek dpt ukm..sme..huhu...yg laen pn sume dkt2 2 je..jeles tol ak..haha... rndu gle le saat2 mnjadi ikan sardin brsme2 dlm bus rahmat alam...hahaha...sume knangan manis...rndule.. rndu ngan panggilan nyeh...nyeh nma glamor ak kt matrix....nk taw npe ak dpnggil cm2... cte cdey ni...huhu... ni sume lis la yg start(roomate ak ms pdt)... ms 1st klas bi kt matrix, ak kna pegy dpan ckp spontan....tp kn...ak merenyeh je...ckp xbyk pn...huhu blik bilik cite kt dorg..pas2 xpsl2 nma ak yg sdp ni brtukar jd nyeh...haha...mmg le ak ske merenyeh....mrenyeh 2 kn sedekah...hahaha....emmm pe lg ekk... nnti ak smbung lg psal dorg...huhu...byk le...xtrtulis ak...
lg2...haha..laen kli je ekk... ak bkn sorg pnulis...yg pndai wt2 ayt ni...sory le kalo xbest..huhu... yg penting...ak dh de kt cni...ak akn habiskn pe yg ak mulakn...bljar adlh keutamaan ak skrg...bljr smpai berjaya...dpt gud result...jd engineer yg baek kelak... n yg pling pnting....jd org yg berguna...biar mak ayah bangga ngan ak..huhu.... suatu ari ump akn jd yg terbaek bg ak..insyaAllah....